What if .. ?

What if the suns burns out like a candle in the dark.. what if my moon stops shining and I have no longer a path,..
what if ...
what if my greatest fear becomes my only strenght , if my sweetest dream  a nightmare creates ..
 or my knees break in a last dance and my soul hardens until no song can make it bend...
what if?

What if all of a sudden .. my soul breakes in two and my mind divides itself into a million pieces.. if she suffers from loneliness and I can't tell her "I'll be there"
if the only thing I know is to walk straight and in the meantime I won't be able to turn back, what if..
what if in my last breath I call your name and you never know unless you read the letters in my eyes, the lonely whisper at midnight each time I see you smile..
What if the greatest hope I had ended with your bittersweet goodbye, what if.

what if in the end... all I ever wanted.. I found it that that in the abyss of the sun...